January 2009
ibechingy: if you havnt noticed you kinda an intimadating person
blahfacebrittany: LOL RLY?
ibechingy: marissa says your an adorable short version of the hulk
blahfacebrittany: LMFAOOO
December 2008
Me(in my kitchen): BabyKat! Stop acting so provocative!
Danny(in my living room): Wth? teeheeees!!
Babykat(somewhere upstairs): zzzZZzzzz
Loosing.
I’m an angry person. I know you don’t believe me. But I am. I keep it all inside. And when I finally let it out, its at home. I think its because I’m always getting yelled at. When you yell at me, I’m going to yell back twice as loud. I talk back and yell to the point that I’m crying and shouting at the same time. It makes me feel like I can’t handle anything....
it pisses me off when I know someone just shrugs off the good things that happen to them…. They have no idea how lucky they are.
Especially Angela. If you’re reading this, FUCK YOU!
I am NOT a bad influence on Ching. You’re the terrible friend. Stfu and fuck your pedo boyfriend already. You turned him into a zombie. You’re a nobody. Stop trying to be “indie”...
I can.
I can hear you under the floor boards while they sleep.
you think no one hears. you think there will be no one to stop you.
true?
Yes, I believe in love.
And yes, I am a dreamer.
but I’m not alone. there are more uf us then you suspect.
and we’ve got bombs. truth and beauty bombs.
Out in the yard.
Birds are comming back from the dead.
They’re too slow to fly.
Lumbering towards their victims
chirping “braaaaaaainss………….”
“When you are feeling low, I will be there to feel you up.”
Oscar. nothing more. nothing less.
The other day Oscar and I had our 2nd great convo.
The first was about music lolol.
But he told me he trusts me. And I told him that I hope we become good friends. He agreed. Even though I know Danny will hate it. But I feel like since Oscar and I trust eachother, he has more support. He really is a great guy. And I’m glad to be firends with him. Nothing more. nothing less.
He told me...
"top shows never to watch, unless you aspire to...
With this I present to you the, Tim, Grant and Chris’s “top shows never to watch, unless you aspire to become mindless and lose a grasp on all reality, and in turn wish to be socially corroded from the inside out….congratulations, you are an official zombie incapable of seeing our world for what it is” list: Paris Hilton’s BFF Gossip Girl The Hills O.C. Anything to do...
from the outside looking in.
I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade* any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid other people are. I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?… I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I...
“I got kicked out of ballet class because I pulled a groin muscle. It...”
I love this.
ZOMGZZZZZZ FTW
Fedex came.
My phone is in a box next to me.
I want it so bad.*
I just want to call and text surf the web play games, and use the navigation in case I’m lost, mp3 player and camera so so much more!
Its like my ticket to freedom;communication;civilization from the confined lonely walls of my house.
Now I can kick back w/friends and they can call me if they want now! hahaa.
I just...
Eye
My left eye has been twitching mostly all day. No exaggerations.
And its extremely annoying.
My dad says it means my eye is going to fall out.
-______-
point made.
my mom
my dad
my brother
my family. small but i dont know what i’d do without them. life support. my mom has helped me through everything. shes pretty much crazy and we’ve had our moments. we’ve gone through times when we havent talked to eachother for days, but things could always have gotten worse.
everytime i fuck up i feel so guilty when facing my dad. and when i get...
Danny: Why did the Mexican girl get pregnant?
Me: idk,,,,,,,
Danny: B/c her teacher old her to go do an essay(ese)
LOL GET IT TEEHEEE *diesssssss*
Black Berry Storm
Today was the last day of school until the winter break.
My mom “secretly” showed me the reciept of what she bought.
I’m getting the black berry storm.
I’m really happy. Its been a while since I’ve had something nice. The only only other person I know that has one is my uncle.
So far in school, everyone has a stupid fucking sidekick.
Honestly, I’m getting...